METAL a substance? no, A SOUND.

WOW...MARIE CHRISTINA-MAS EVE (merry Christmas eve ; it's an inside ) Like you care !!!!
I always feel like this little 5 year old kid on Christmas day 8D

Tonight is Christmas Eve... But at the moment it's 9: 09 am, and I'm wondering if what i will receive this year will top What i had received last year.. which was my second guitar.. I doubt it'll be better! This year I asked for Guitar Hero 3, and Slash's biography, it's a huge book that Slash wrote himself ... WOOAAHH! oh and if you like Slash but haven't heard of his old band called Slash' s Snakepit, well today is your lucky day... here are a bunch of really good songs by Slash's Snakepit : Back to the moment, Jizz da pit, Life's sweet drug, Serial Killer, Neither can i, Speed Parade, Ain't life grand, Cure or kill me (etc) Those are just a few of the band's awesome songs !
Slash's Snakepit was actually the band he created after leaving Guns'N'Roses. But now he's not in Snakepit anymore, he's in Velvet Revolver, V.R. is real good.. i just don't like the singer..

Ok sorry about that I JUST REALLY LOVE MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AnywayZz MERRY CHRISTMAS ! AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Guitar hero is the best game on the planet.. Ok yesterday twas Christmas eve and WE HAD THIS GUITAR HERO PARTY!!! Ahhh it was SSOO MUCH FUNN! Even thought i suck I HAD A BLAST PLAYING.. well trying to play But i don't care that i suck at guitar hero.. I'm good at playing an actual guitar lloll GUITAR HERO IS FUN FOR POSING AND STUFF! ooh yeahh! IT'S ROCK'N'ROLL X 10000000000000000000000000000000... And come to think of it.. I'm not that bad at it.. I JUST REALLY SUCKED AT THE BEGINNING... But after playing shout at the devil about 15 times i could play it without even looking.. ok but i have to admit it was on Easy mode lloll!

GUITAR HERO JUST DOMINATES!

ps: I was playing guitar hero 2, The 3d one is clearly impossible to find in any store.. we looked and looked.. 8 (

There are 2 things that i live for:
There is drawing and jamming (on guitar)
Drawing :

I have been drawing for as long as I can remember, my dad had the talent and he passed it on 2 me. It's something that helps me set my mind off things, it helps me develop expression and creativity but to be honest, i sometimes feel like it's not enough , like if something is missing, like i can't express myself all the way, and when i look at these wonderful painters i envy them (like Picasso), they can express every single feeling they have.. but why can't i? it may seem confusing, you may not comprehend what I'm trying to say... It's pretty hard for me to explain it.. Anyways i wont get into detail, but i think drawing is nothing more then a pleasure for me.

Guitar

Guitar is THE BEST WAY for me to express myself, when i play it i feel something i cannot feel doing anything else, i feel like i can say WHATEVER I WANT, HOWEVER I WANT. Playing guitar became like a 2nd language to me, i play what i struggle to say, i play what i feel, and i play what i love. When i play i feel like I'm free to do anything and that makes me happy. If i wouldn't be playing it, i probably wouldn't be the person i am today, my theory is that ; if i wouldn't play, i would struggle with my emotions.. who knows maybe i would be an angry person not knowing how to let it all out. When i play it feels better then drawing, i don't feel like anything is missing anymore, i just feel like I'm in harmony, i feel happy to be alive, it numbs my pain or stress, all i do is play guitar, i can't stop i won't stop. When i play, i feel like I'm in my own world, where i set the rules and no one can mess it up. I feel the guitar more then i hear it. Playing music is like my water my oxygen, without music THERE IS NO WAY I COULD LIVE, no way at all !

Haven't you ever wondered what your life would be out of your circle? You know.. The little routine you follow every day. That never ending refrain that drains out all of you energy and motivation. Well, I've been fucking feeling this way for a while now... To tell you the truth, I have a pretty good life ; I have a roof on top of my head. I have food to eat. A nice bedroom with a big nice bed to sleep on. Cloths and all that shit. So why the fuck am I not feeling it? Sometimes i look at people, not just any people.. poor people, the reckless type, the ones who live day by day, all in colonies in fucking Jamaica or Cuba, and go, wow ! They have nothing so why the hell are they happier then me? And that's when it dawned me. THEY have everything.But everything[isn't a t.v. , nice cars, expensive cell phones and stuff. no. Everything isn't all this bull-shit. Everything isn't any of this pressure.Everything is to be a care-free spirit, and use that little you have, no matter how little the quantity, because it's all you will ever need to survive. Those Jamaicans don't have cell-phones or cars, and are way more relaxed. Because all this bull-shit isn't even worth experiencing, there is ssooo much more to life then having the internet and going to the best school. There is an outside of this"never ending circle we all live in and have NO choice to go threw" .

Life is a beautiful thing,it's great and i LOVE it, that's why i don' think it' s worth waisting on bull-shit. i wish i lived a reckless life. And for some reason i have this strong feeling in my gut that i will, i will go on tour with my band make barely enough money to survive, but still be jazzed about living, more jazzed than I'm feeling right now.

You were my first. ( electric)

so i wanted to say..... that I'm sorry for taking it out on you. I I'm sorry you wasted my money and time. I'm sorry you were so cheap that i broke your whammy bar 2 times in a row. I'm sorry your nut and pick-ups sucked.

I'm sorry i didn't shine you. I'm sorry it took me this accident to replace your strings with new ones. I'm sorry about the time where i put you in your case with the whammy bar, that broke your neck. Literally. I'm sorry for taking it out on you. I'm sorry that every time i would pick you up to play you, i didn't appreciate you. I'm sorry i still don't. I'm sorry that I'm happy i destroyed you, and i'm sorry Steve's music store fixed you XD

Thank you for, letting me learn all the basic notes, scales, guitar modes on you.

but you suck. and i will pass you on to someone who really will appreciate you.( Alex)

after all.. you just where a cheap Yamaha.
pppssshh... 300 $ ... what the hell were my parents thinking.

. you get what you pay for.